Some Kind Of Wonderful

erotic city

2005-03-09T01:25:14Z

friday better happen......i want a reason to get excited.

i so want you.
so bad.**

pull on the triger and the nightmare stops

2004-12-22T06:39:23Z

the way people act just reflects what theyve been through, and can you really hate them for it? People arent who they are to just bother you with it people are who they are from there life experiances, which is mostly out of there control. Its as if life has its own plan for you and fate just takes you on the path of it. Whatever happens in life happens whether its good or bad, people believe as if they have complete and total control over what happens to them which i guess is a reasonable belief. But i believe that people dont have 100% control of what happens to them, and i think it all happens for a reason thats quite unexplainable. The good times come and so do the bad but you have to be able to understand and learn from the experiances they leave you with. Whether it was that in just one summer they taught you everything you needed to know before entering high school which at the time seemed as though it was terrifying it was only an introduction to get you ready for what else is to come. Many people come in and out of your life and its up to fate to whether or not they stay or go. But everyones here for a reason and these people are in your life to serve a purpose, so all you can do is take what life has to offer take what life gives you and its up to you and a little bit of fate to what you do with it.

Homcoming!

2004-10-09T16:04:45Z

And as your walking on your souls, your flying high above yourself, too high to reach up and come back to face reality. It's just another social casualty.

homecoming tonight<3

colossalyouth @ 2004-09-28T17:30:00

2004-09-28T21:36:30Z

sick today..havent updated in a while well...this weekend was fun we went out for my baby jackies birthday and before that i went to the city my <3 which was good but this weekend sounds even more fun and then the next one is gunna be even better so im really excited. this weekend me and my baby's (marielle, britt, teeny, jess, and jack) are all gunna chill after the game with sum of the boys and chill at bashland which is already a dead give away for what we have planned for the night! and then saturday im goin into the city and sunday i think im seeing joe so its eventfull. i still havent gotten to what im wearing to homecoming and me and ed are still being distant...its weird. but im sure everything will work itself out. in the meantime im just gunna have an awesome time..this years gunna be good and im glad ive found a new group of people to be around.ill update asap. peace..and COMMENT. i no u love the thrills.;)!!!

I Just Want Your Creamy Thighs

2004-09-18T17:12:27Z

Just got back from long island last night the club was amazing it was foam night once again and i cant wait till i get to go back october 10th bitches!. Well last night i saw my little baby and we had an awesome time and tonight/ today im cleaning and running errands and then i think i maybe seeing the guys and anais but i guess well see how shit turns up. I may just end up seeing justin and jake but i have no idea im gunna go get ready and shyyyt. peace.

Blood Red Summer

2004-09-13T20:33:37Z

Ben Pagano has to be one of the most hystericall men i have ever met in my entire life. I <3 him. I get to go to long island wednesday...i cant wait. Schools alright but weekends are amazing its like once you cant have it anymore (summer/ just free time in general) you cherish it more. I need to watch godfather 2 and anais i want to see those pictures god damit. Alright. Peace.

I Wanna...

2004-09-05T01:15:13Z

I wanna rape you man. hawt damn.

blinded by the light=watching too many drug movies....(blow...party monster...etc.)

Yo

2004-09-03T05:34:36Z

All I Want Is Hoes.

Big Booty Hoes.

Take em to the crib, unless your bone-inn

Questionayy

2004-09-02T20:45:17Z

Who Wants To Dance In The Moonlight With Me?

woah.

2004-09-02T05:42:10Z

in the entry i just wrote how many times do you think i could of said fuckin? (i didnt even realize).

delerious

2004-09-02T05:41:07Z

theres been a person that can be categorized as a "peeping tom" who's been coming to my house for the past week and staring in my window trying to get in. we had to call the cops mad times its getting really scary. im so fucking delerious and tired that its fucking retarded. as well as really fucking blazed right now. damit i havent slept at all. peace.

Ami Ami

2004-08-29T20:06:54Z

Today tha famelia leaves...woo hoo! i got to visit joe today at work which is wonderful and then i get to see my baby and go to a movie woot woot...sam doesnt hate me ...YEAH biaatch. and i very much enjoy her boobage. alright im out..later.

shalakakakaka

2004-08-29T03:21:45Z

on the phone with ed....yippay!

Not Valid

2004-08-27T03:38:11Z

Its as if you put yourself out there smiling and waiting and everyone that passes you bye is faceless. Your standing in the middle of a faceless crowd smiling and no matter how much you try to reach someone there untouchable because as people sit there with there self image your the one to have recieved the blame. And it doesnt really ever change.

Nobody Said It Was Easy

2004-08-27T03:35:16Z

It's as if i run in circles and back and forth and nothing can compare to everyone else.

*she* says im on the verge of something but i think its just realizing how shitty things can get and how things arent to great at the moment.

i cant wait till we get that appartment together love i <3 my baddy.\

and i love you sammy.

Now Im Lost

2004-08-25T12:34:30Z

It's The Last Days Of Summer...I Plan To Enjoy These Ones.

It's For Me Now.

With Every Breath I Wish Your Body Would Be Broken Again.

2004-08-24T16:59:44Z

Wow...Really thinking...about...this.

Read It In The Personals Lovely

2004-08-24T16:55:59Z

Dont Bother Trying To Explain Angel I Know Exactly What Goes On.

School starts soon...this blows...bellas home so im visiting her today and then chillin with dave tonight. I Got scarface the other day so im really hyped about it and im visiting damien in st. Martin in like december...see the things that get me excited..that can just be the answer to all your questions.

shmookie
pookie
wookie

grrrrrr....

2004-08-22T05:55:27Z

I really fucking hate parents.

Hate.

My Identity

2004-08-21T03:50:37Z

Just Think Of Me As The Pages In Your Diary.

Frustration Mounts

2004-08-19T23:29:33Z

And so to the real subsides again.

Tear Away The Plastic Mask

2004-08-19T01:53:51Z

You pretend not to care and play the game when the times right, yet everything you do always consists of having to do with me. But when the table turns and the time is right on the other side you can show parts of the real feelings...but in doing so never reavealing your true self.

...

2004-08-17T05:28:15Z

Alone.

Blow.

2004-08-16T05:52:14Z

Well today was alright this weeks been pretty good me and joe got to chill the other night it was really nice i love that man. Im fucking done with that stupid depression shit its fucking retarded...excuse my french lol. But things suck right now because everyones leaving i mean bella keith and jimmy are on vacation and now mike is moving...which is really depressing but i promised him that i would watch over evan for him haha..but tommorow im skipping work to chill with mike before he moves tuesday for florida which will be nice. Im so tired and i just felt like i had to update but im gunna go catch sum sleep...ill update tommorow. Peace.

** oh yea people should just stop with the whole drama deal its annoying and not only that its just sort of pathetic**

**Im really gunna miss this fuckin kid.....its also going to be so fucking depressing when all my seniors fucking graduate...what the fuck am i gunna do?!!...damit...i hate thinking about the future...this sucks. boo.**

im gunna miss joe....hes one of my best...damit. alright i just have to stop thinking about this

dead.

2004-08-10T04:24:55Z

im dead.
no soul.
just think of me as gone.

dead.

no one will ever like me like that. never. let alone love me. im alone forever.
always lonely. no one to take the place of sumone to hold. forever.