Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Shtells' LiveJournal:

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Tuesday, March 8th, 2005
8:23 pm	erotic city friday better happen......i want a reason to get excited. i so want you. so bad.** Current Mood: creative Current Music: prince (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
1:33 am	pull on the triger and the nightmare stops the way people act just reflects what theyve been through, and can you really hate them for it? People arent who they are to just bother you with it people are who they are from there life experiances, which is mostly out of there control. Its as if life has its own plan for you and fate just takes you on the path of it. Whatever happens in life happens whether its good or bad, people believe as if they have complete and total control over what happens to them which i guess is a reasonable belief. But i believe that people dont have 100% control of what happens to them, and i think it all happens for a reason thats quite unexplainable. The good times come and so do the bad but you have to be able to understand and learn from the experiances they leave you with. Whether it was that in just one summer they taught you everything you needed to know before entering high school which at the time seemed as though it was terrifying it was only an introduction to get you ready for what else is to come. Many people come in and out of your life and its up to fate to whether or not they stay or go. But everyones here for a reason and these people are in your life to serve a purpose, so all you can do is take what life has to offer take what life gives you and its up to you and a little bit of fate to what you do with it. Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: coheed and cambria "three evils" (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, October 9th, 2004
8:59 am	Homcoming! And as your walking on your souls, your flying high above yourself, too high to reach up and come back to face reality. It's just another social casualty. homecoming tonight<3 Current Mood: pumped!!! Current Music: Dexter Freebish- I Know What You're Doing (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 28th, 2004
5:30 pm	sick today..havent updated in a while well...this weekend was fun we went out for my baby jackies birthday and before that i went to the city my <3 which was good but this weekend sounds even more fun and then the next one is gunna be even better so im really excited. this weekend me and my baby's (marielle, britt, teeny, jess, and jack) are all gunna chill after the game with sum of the boys and chill at bashland which is already a dead give away for what we have planned for the night! and then saturday im goin into the city and sunday i think im seeing joe so its eventfull. i still havent gotten to what im wearing to homecoming and me and ed are still being distant...its weird. but im sure everything will work itself out. in the meantime im just gunna have an awesome time..this years gunna be good and im glad ive found a new group of people to be around.ill update asap. peace..and COMMENT. i no u love the thrills.;)!!! Current Mood: excited Current Music: The Thrills (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, September 18th, 2004
1:10 pm	I Just Want Your Creamy Thighs Just got back from long island last night the club was amazing it was foam night once again and i cant wait till i get to go back october 10th bitches!. Well last night i saw my little baby and we had an awesome time and tonight/ today im cleaning and running errands and then i think i maybe seeing the guys and anais but i guess well see how shit turns up. I may just end up seeing justin and jake but i have no idea im gunna go get ready and shyyyt. peace. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: Prince "Erotic City" (Comment on this)
Monday, September 13th, 2004
4:30 pm	Blood Red Summer Ben Pagano has to be one of the most hystericall men i have ever met in my entire life. I <3 him. I get to go to long island wednesday...i cant wait. Schools alright but weekends are amazing its like once you cant have it anymore (summer/ just free time in general) you cherish it more. I need to watch godfather 2 and anais i want to see those pictures god damit. Alright. Peace. Current Music: "Blood Red Summer" Co&Ca (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 4th, 2004
9:13 pm	I Wanna... I wanna rape you man. hawt damn. blinded by the light=watching too many drug movies....(blow...party monster...etc.) Current Music: Manfred Man- Blinded By The Light.. (Comment on this)
Friday, September 3rd, 2004
1:33 am	Yo All I Want Is Hoes. Big Booty Hoes. Take em to the crib, unless your bone-inn Current Music: Biggy (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 2nd, 2004
4:43 pm	Questionayy Who Wants To Dance In The Moonlight With Me? Current Mood: Anti Social Current Music: ------Classic 60's oldies------- (2 Comments |Comment on this)
1:41 am	woah. in the entry i just wrote how many times do you think i could of said fuckin? (i didnt even realize). (Comment on this)
1:40 am	delerious theres been a person that can be categorized as a "peeping tom" who's been coming to my house for the past week and staring in my window trying to get in. we had to call the cops mad times its getting really scary. im so fucking delerious and tired that its fucking retarded. as well as really fucking blazed right now. damit i havent slept at all. peace. Current Mood: fuckin high Current Music: The Cars "Let The Good Times Roll" (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 29th, 2004
4:05 pm	Ami Ami Today tha famelia leaves...woo hoo! i got to visit joe today at work which is wonderful and then i get to see my baby and go to a movie woot woot...sam doesnt hate me ...YEAH biaatch. and i very much enjoy her boobage. alright im out..later. Current Music: Violent Fems (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 28th, 2004
11:21 pm	shalakakakaka on the phone with ed....yippay! Current Music: Still Standing (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 26th, 2004
11:36 pm	Not Valid Its as if you put yourself out there smiling and waiting and everyone that passes you bye is faceless. Your standing in the middle of a faceless crowd smiling and no matter how much you try to reach someone there untouchable because as people sit there with there self image your the one to have recieved the blame. And it doesnt really ever change. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
11:32 pm	Nobody Said It Was Easy It's as if i run in circles and back and forth and nothing can compare to everyone else. *she* says im on the verge of something but i think its just realizing how shitty things can get and how things arent to great at the moment. i cant wait till we get that appartment together love i <3 my baddy.\ and i love you sammy. Current Music: Coldplay (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 25th, 2004
8:31 am	Now Im Lost It's The Last Days Of Summer...I Plan To Enjoy These Ones. It's For Me Now. Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: Pink Floyd (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 24th, 2004
12:58 pm	With Every Breath I Wish Your Body Would Be Broken Again. Wow...Really thinking...about...this. Current Mood: contemplative (Comment on this)
12:51 pm	Read It In The Personals Lovely Dont Bother Trying To Explain Angel I Know Exactly What Goes On. School starts soon...this blows...bellas home so im visiting her today and then chillin with dave tonight. I Got scarface the other day so im really hyped about it and im visiting damien in st. Martin in like december...see the things that get me excited..that can just be the answer to all your questions. shmookie pookie wookie Current Music: Fall Out Boy "Chicago Is So Two Years Ago" (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 22nd, 2004
1:52 am	grrrrrr.... I really fucking hate parents. Hate. Current Mood: angry Current Music: too angry to listen to music (Comment on this)
Friday, August 20th, 2004
11:49 pm	My Identity Just Think Of Me As The Pages In Your Diary. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Incubus "Aqueous Transmission" (Comment on this)